excuse me dear beloved readers, urmm in the last post i made bout my confiscated mobile.. i think bout a number of u guys have mistaken bout certain things.. so here i am today, to do some EXPLAINATION.. i dont know why do i actually even bother doing this but well.. i’m not that bad to stab at ppl’s back with rumors kie.. well 98 per cent of rumors by ME are always true XP haha.. dun believe? ask the girls in the “circle of gossip” lol! neway, back to the MAIN topic.. hmm.. my mobile did got confiscated but i got it back today — yippeee!! and i don’t know how true it is bout the leak-out infos’ by black chiken.. nor do i know who did the report.. and NO.. i did not and NEVER meant the prefect idol on the prefectorial’s board la kie.. yoh.. think i so unreasonable meh.. what i meant was.. the ONE who reported.. that certain SOMEONE out there.. who’s a prefect -–according to black chiken.. SHOULD receive the title of PERFECT PREFECT IDOL for the loyalty towards her duty.. get what i mean now? oh gosh.. this must be one of the bad things bout blogs.. u’ve to make sure everyone who reads understands and gets the msg u’re trying to say! hmph.. neway, i think this should be clear enough.. and also special thanks to miss jolene lum.. lol.. if she dint slipt out those "words" bout the "feedbacks" frm other ppl.. oh my.. i just dont know what other rumors would be goin on behind my back.. and also to u ALL people who reads my blog, if u’ve anything to ask that doesnt seem "clear" enough to u.. feel free to ask.. but not smtg that’s out of the topic kie.. n dont worry la, i wont eat u up.. if i would.. i wouldnt post bout that certain thing in here.. i mean, hello.. blogging is smtg bout letting the public know rite? and also sorry to the ones’ who got offended bout this matter.. especially.. well.. u guys should know.. so i hope to hear feedbacks frm u guys soon..
ps: if possible, feedbacks frm malaccans only please T.T
i’m really not in the mood right now.. dont know why, just feel so sick and.. well, no words can describe it.. so.. for today, i’ve decided to jot down all the "stuff" that’s been goin on in point form..
# bout few days back, my one and only mobile left, got confiscated by my FAVORITA black chicken teacher.. well.. she sorta slipped out a few infos’ when she was givin me a short lecture.. –certain someone>> my enemy she suppose, who’s a prefect and either frm SC1 or SC2 reported– great oh so great.. another name to add onto my ==book of humans who hate me so much== aihh.. i guess if that "SPECIAL" someone who did that is reading this now.. i would just like to say THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR DOING YOUR WUNDERFULLL DUTY.. qualified as PERFECT PREFECT IDOL eh..? *claps n cheers*
# next, damn the fartiastic doc called the other day and woohoo.. i’ll be staying over nites in the hospital again! *jumps around like a monkay* why cant YOU just take my life away? sigh..
# today is such a NICE day.. i went to mp alone during my tuition break.. yea sound so pathetic eh? well guess who i saw? so unexpected.. after 2 months of wat that someone had said that will someway melt any ordinary girl’s heart but someday will –example TODAY– prove it yet back to us that it was all just a simple plain piece of thing they call as guys-LIEs.. yup.. i saw that someone today.. in mahkota.. with whom in his arms? *drumrolls* that somebody.. aihh.. i cant really say i dont have anymore feelings for him.. but on the other hand.. i did not say i still do XP so.. there was this thing boiling in me.. but i did NOT blew up.. haha.. not jealousy la.. *sings* we’re cool.. then i just walked out of mahkota –yea it was raining, well sorta, drizzling– but i dint gave a darn.. so i walked n walked n walked till i walked back to tuition.. weirdly, i wasnt wet at all.. XP
# hmm.. then what else? OYEA!!! HEY EVERYONE.. DUN LISTEN TO THE RUMORS THAT’S BEEN SPREADING… my darling sweetie markie is NOT GAY! HE IS NOT AND NEVER WILL BE GAY!!! –i think XP and uhh.. everybody, to make things clear.. we’re done.. it’s now me and pierre.. so.. about 20 per cent.. maybe.. i said MAYBE he is a gay.. cos of the sudden shocked decision of mine that led him to depression.. haha.. XP
# finally.. ah bing got driving license ady!! yay.. woohoo!! here comes my free shopping ride.. anytime anywhere with just a ring! lmao..
kla that’s all i can think of for now.. btw, err.. the things i’ve said.. dun read it with the straight kinda thinking.. cos.. i’m in a crappy mood.. so.. it’s kinda sarcastic in a way.. well u know those kinda thingy.. urmm.. read n use ur brains to understand it kie.. n sry if anyone of u guys got offended while reading this.. >.< chao!
3 days of skipping classes and i’m now so lost.. yea, totally! especially in one of my "favorite" subject ADD MATHS.. owkiee.. god blast me! hmph.. well i’m back in skool, goin on with my everyday schedule.. tho it’s kinda weird going around with all sorts of friends and teachers asking the same same and yet sameee question.. "oh nicole, u’re back? u ok?? love sick heh? is it cos of haze?" bla bla blah.. yea yea.. so neway, earlier today.. i went for the one week check up.. well, mr oh-so-purfect doctor said i’m all fine.. just need more exercise.. –dammit! can u believe he said i’m FAT.. well i am but hey! u dun haveta say as if like i’m triple XXXL– hmph.. so.. i’m still on medication and sorta under observation.. but as i can see myself.. i’m already back to the normal healthy lifestyle.. not exactly healthy.. but yea.. normal! XP aight.. signing off xxxnic
ps: benny and mikey.. good idea of not posting comments in here.. save loads of my preeecious time deleting it all…
hello everybody.. sorry for making some of you guys go panic over the past few days.. well yea, i was been admitted to the Pantai Hospital.. but dont worry kiee.. everything’s fine now.. i’m fine.. and there’s nothing wrong.. just some health problem i’m having.. anyway, to all those who drove all the way from kuala lumpur back here, or frm singapore back here.. wasted all the phone credits on calls — some even use public phones– SmS, and there’s also some who took the risk of riding motor frm all the way down town to my place just to pay a visit.. finally not last to forget, the some who rush right after skool taking town bus to jusco just to check if whethere i was alright.. right.. to ALL the SOMES who.. secara langsung and tidak langsung terlibat.. i just wanna say THANK YOU VERY MUCH! i dont know what else to say or do to tell how much i appreciate it! thanks thanks a million thanks!
after for what had happened, i finally opened my eyes and realised.. who are those who really truly care for me.. and who are those who just dont give a damn.. and who are those who really do love me for me and who are those who just love me for some other thing… this really did change my point of view in certain things.. especially.. my friends.. all this while, i’ve been over-judging of certain people.. like the ones who i thought are my true frens are actually those who are here when they need my help.. and the ones who i thought was just using me.. are actually the other way round.. i’m really in so much regrets.. i just couldnt believe that was how i thought bout them.. to all of you out there, if i ever had done anything wrong.. please forgive me.. even if u dont, i truly do understand..
to my fellow friends halfway across the world –the 4 pimp dudes and 3 gorgeous dudettes–.. gees.. how far apart are we huh? but well.. it still doesnt stop us frm being good pals eh? you guys are the best! i love ya ‘all frm the bottom of my heart!! muuuacksiee!
other than my family members and friends.. would be to the very "special someone" of mine.. yea you know who you are… i’m sorry for what i’ve done.. for everything frm the way i treat u and etc.. i just couldnt believe u’ve been so patient with me.. as everyone who have ever known me, i always get sensitive and can be very bad-tempered at times.. but yet u never gave up on me.. you really dint, not even once.. still remember the "moments" right before i was been pushed into the ER.. ur voice on the other side of the phone.. sobbing and sniffing all the way.. and the three letter words u kept saying.. i would never forget that.. and when everything was calm.. at the crack of dawn.. i couldnt sleep cos i was so alone in the medical room.. at 3am, i messaged you.. and to my surprise.. you were actually still awake.. you accompanied me thru the nite.. and till the sunrise.. till today.. and i hope forever.. frm the bad times i went thru and the good times we had together.. you were always there for me.. tho u’re always blur and lost.. and well, you dont really do anything much to help around.. but having u here with me.. having ur love and ur fully support.. is more than anything i could ever wish for! now, i would just like to say.. baby.. thank you very very much!! i love you loads.. *huugs and kisses* there’s nothing i could ever do to pay back for all you’ve done for me.. thank you!
aight! that’s all i can think of for now.. thanks once again to everyone.. oyea, also to AiA.. haha.. insurance.. refundable! lol.. chao! XP
