Challenges On Roads I’ve Chosen

ahh.. fourth semester.

yes, am still in college. if you’ve read the entry before this, you might probably know that i was actually at the urge of quitting college. anyhow, i passed my maths. like uh- finally? but still, there aint much difference for this semester. why? simply cos i’ll still be having maths: TWO. yea, screw me.

so far, things are doing great. i’ve been pretty active in college this semester. not in the sense of partying; clubbing every night but in the wise of getting myself involved in events after events organized by the clubs in college. expanded my social network, met loadsa new people. and some weird ones too. *coughs* all these stuff has got me mind pretty much occupied that i just realized the semester is almost at the end! i mean, like seriously. it felt like just yesterday, i enrolled for this semester. bluergh. while academically, i’ve no idea whats been going on in class. am still, as usual.. lost in maths class. english class; am most of the time floating in cloud nine.

family is doing fine too. eversince granny left us, things around the house has pretty much changed. its more quiet. by 10pm, the doors of the house are shutted. grandpa goes to bed by latest 11pm. gosh. it used to feel like its 8pm when its already midnight. now everything has turned around. even uncles and aunts no longer spend much time at grams place. at times, i feel its not right for my grandpa to get lesser attention than my granny did. pity him. sigh. oh by the way, i dont go back to melaka as often as i used to anymore too. probably two, three weeks once. well, am evil too rite? i know.

the other side of my life? yea, things are going pretty well. its been like what? going on eight months? at this point, i can hear my aunt snorting saying eight months is nothing compared to eight years. hmph. but still, its amazing to know how we actually managed to live in two different places yet being able to tolerate well enough in the name of love. tho yea, we had our pretty rough days. the days where all sensitivity and jealousy bundles up, raising arguments and causing either one of us to feel the pain in the end. i must admit, it isnt easy. it sucks. imagine you seeing your good mates walking around with their loved ones in their arms. going all cushy-mushy. and what do you get? nothing more than a phone call. or perhaps video call then. thats if the internet connection isnt being a pain in the arse. sigh. okay, i dont know what am i crapping now.

to rap things up, my college’s prom night :: INTI Ball :: is just around the corner. to be exact, its this weekend. 5th of July. and guess what? am not going. sobs. but oh well, my imaginary daddy.. mishal, will be running for prom king! woohoo! cheers.

peace out.